A TERRIBLE DAY

Wednesday, 5th July 2006. This day of my life, I would never ever forget. Though I expected it to happen but didn't know that it was so bad.

So what do I expect? I expected that high chance that I will fail my maths paper. True enough, my worst fear came true, I did fail my paper. This is still a puny little blow, worse is the thoughts I have in my mind.

For some strange reasons, instantly the paper was brought onto my hands, I have the visual image in my mind seeing myself failing other papers too. That really really demotivated me. My mood went entirely to the bottom of the ocean. My face was entirely black the whole day, even I can't stand looking at it. Oral is up next, I need to break out of this pattern.

Failing my maths. I anticpated it. I am not going to give up on my maths nor myself. I came too far to give up now. Nor will I stop setting goals and stop publiczing it. I will continue to strive even further and be the no.1 in the class. I just can't accept the fact that I cannot be no.1. If dozens or even millions of people was able to pick themselves up, so can I!

I will defeat each and every of my competitor even the one closest to me. I shall show no mercy no holding my words. I can no longer take it, this is my last chance. THE PROMOS.

My strategy. I have met once again someone who joined AKLTG before. Working with him to get as many exam papers will be my ultimate aim. I MUST GET A's in my PROMOS TO SHUT THEIR DAMN MOUTH UP!!!