Sunday, January 22, 2006

CRASH-cont'd
I have been receiving alot of tips from people on how to go about managing the crash. So Chinesemaniac talk about fate. Fate. I don't really believe in fate as I think that we are totally in charge of our own life and I don't like the idea of people controlling my life. However, I believe that everything happens for a reason. Why do I have a crash on this girl, I believe happens for a reason. Though I do not know what exactly what the reason is but I will know it sooner or never I will know the reason. The thing now is to take a step at a time and see how things work before I make any bold decisions. You never know, this crash may disappear. I don't know, seriously...
but anyway thanks again for the encouragement.

WUSHU
I have taken up wushu as my CCA and it is pretty fun. I maybe posting some photos of my wushu stunts up on this blog. I may not post depending on my tight schelude. Strange, I feel awkward forming English statements. It is like broken English. Never mind, back to the topic. I have basically learned some punching martial arts and I still can't do some stunts very well but practice makes perfect. Since there will be no wushu training next week, I may be joining Shooting. I heard that the physcial training for shooting is pretty tough so I ought to try it out to test my fitness after 2 months of jogging and weight training during the holidays.

BUSY BUSY BUSY
Lessons will start proper next week with days ending as late as 1630. I won't have the time to post as much content as before on my blog so please forgive me. Seriously, I am too tired trying to advertise my blog and I need the energy back to focus on my studies. Studies will be my top priority now and I want to put other things aside now. Still, I want to befriend with the girl to see how things go and everything else I will need to put it on hold. And 4e1 people, if you are reading this, please keep the 4e1 blog alive and kicking. We can't afford to lose anymore people from the "conflict". And anyway I am in no position saying that sentence before this so please forgive me again.

GUANGYANG "?"
I have just returned from a visit to GYSS not long ago. It is seriously a big blow to me. The feeling of fimilarity wasn't there anymore. With so much things changed, I don't feel attached to GYSS anymore. I cannot stop the change but still the feeling wasn't there anymore. Chinese New Year may be the last time I'm going back to GYSS. I may give Teachers' Day visit a miss and rather stayed at my JC and join in the celebration. I don't know, things may change again. Life is so caparious, isn't it?

CHINESE NEW YEAR
Chinese New Year is round the corner and to celebrate it, I am going to change the template for this blog so just watch out for it. NO! I am not going embellish it but just some ordinary template so don't expect to something nice. I just love of the style of being simple. Simple makes your life less torturing but again being too simple may lead your life to a downfall.
AND overhere I want to wish everyone A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!

WHAT HAVE I LEARNT?
3 weeks in SRJC and I have learnt lots of things. Firstly, leadership, I got to know a girl name Tammy. She is the PLL (Peer Leader Leader) of Thebes and she is good. She is from CHIJ katong and she is the most enthusiastic girl I ever met. Whatever activities SRJC organises, she participate entirely and during GP lessons where almost everyone inculding me was looking down to avoid being called by the teacher, she stood up from the rest and take the intivative to answer the question. I seriously admire her alot and there is so much to learn from her. I thought I was already quite bold on being on stage talking to the audience but I never thought that someone is much much way better than me. Well, I have to agree to the chinese proverb saying" YI SAN BI YI SAN GAO"